How to be nervous (about writing)
I’ve tried and failed to resurrect my writing hobby these past 5 years. I published several of those attempts, but something always gnawed at me. Scratch scratch, unpublish, delete. Back to wishing I’d start again.
That’s not to say I haven’t written things, but writing for myself hasn’t happened. Something about the need to craft an idealistic returnal narrative, some impossible grammatic masterpiece to vindicate myself. What am I apologizing for anyway? Who am I trying to convince?